Sony Ericsson

My Nokia phone is offically delcared dead! The LCD screen is spoilt and seems like my mum perfer me to get a new phone rather than repairing the attitude Nokia one. Fen always like to say my Nokia phone has attitude problem just like its owner. Haa! I can't help but to agree sometimes.

So now, I'm searching for a new phone. Most probably getting a Sony Ericsson one cos Fen just hate the idea of me getting Motorola Red. But Motorola Red is pretty plus the funds will help the kids Aids foundation.

I filter through all the Sony Ericsson phones and found two which I want to get.

The one on the left is w850i. It comes in white which is 100000000x prettier. The black one sucks. I saw it in M1 shop around 200 plus, not very sure of the price and I don't mind getting it. But the problem is someone in my class seems to have this phone AND I don't want to use the same phone as the person.

The one on the right is w900i. It's pretty! Pretty! PRETTY!!!!! I definitely perfer this one to w850i cos Mr Tang is using this phone too! Wahaa... But the problem is I don't know if it's available in Singapore and I don't know how much it costs. I hope it's within my budget cos I really wish to get it.

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I really like this phone though...

It has limited funtions.
It will always take me 5 minutes just to on the phone.
It'll take me 1 minute just to load the message.
Its connection port is spoilt.

But I REALLY REALLY LIKE IT!!!!!

It shares many wonderful memories with me.
It contains all the sweet messages from my friends.
It contains all the messages from HIM!
It contains some video clips which I didn't load to my computer.
And most importantly,
I think I'm going to lose some of my friends' contact number.
I DON'T HAVE A BACk-UP!!!!!

Looks like fate is telling me to get a new phone. Maybe I should be happy cos I'll be changing my phone soon...

Let's go!

Letting it go and moving on. It's all decided and I make sure I'll keep my promise.

I'm not going to talk about you anymore.
I'm going to avoid places which you might appear till I can face things more openly.

I hope there's still enough time for things to turn out well and I have the courage to talk to you; as a friend. A friend which I always hope to have....

Nightmare

I had a real bad dream yesterday and I woke up with a fright. I shall not say more about it cos thinking back makes me shivers now.

It's been a long time since I last dreamt. Having a bad dream definitely seems to be a bad omen.

Maybe I won't feel so frightened if you were also in the dream. To be there to support me even if it's only a dream. Maybe reality and dream are connected too. If it won't happen in the real life, it won't happen in the dream too.

Updates...

I'll be blogging lesser now. Partly because there's nothing interesting happening around, partly because exams are really near. And I seriously need to spend more time mugging.

Celebrated mum's birthday on Saturday. We went for korean food at crystal jade. It's nice especially the spicy rice cake. Super yummy; a must have if you are going there. I personally prefer barbequed beef compared to pork. It's super good when wrapped with the vegetables and you stuff the whole thing into your mouth. YUMMY!!!

Sorry no photos to share. The bags we brought out were way too small to stuff in the camera. Wanted to take photos with sister's handphone but we totally forget about it. Must be too busy eating..

If you are wondering what have the photo have to do with this post, it's not related at all! Haa... I just like the look on his face; focusing on something that means alot to you...

I really think the both of them look alike. In some ways, which I can't explain. It's just the feeling...

Girls Day Out

I totally enjoyed the night and drink, though we looked super tired on the photos. I just enjoyed chilling with my friends and drinking. It's the first time we went drinking together. Haa! We have promoted to some adults activities le. Wahaa!!!

It has always been a dream for me; drinking and knowing you better. And I know it'll always be remind as a dream. A beautiful one though...

最愛還是你

沒開口的話 怎樣才能懂

我好想把畫面倒帶回頭

你留在我心中 熟悉的表情

每個溫暖純白的記憶 穿越了距離

擁擠的人潮 沒有人知道

我偷偷想你 嘴角就會笑

不要說對不起 也不要問原因(不要再問原因)

就讓世界不停的向前 別忘記從前

最愛還是你 這是我的決定 (沒有人能代替)

像宇宙相對的星 互相吸引 慢慢就會靠近

還是要愛你 時間會證明 我愛你的勇氣 (沒有人能代替)

牽著你的手 才知道是永久 (一輩子不放手)

*這一次我放棄了所有 只為能與你相遇*

唐禹哲

To all my friends out there,

I found a new LOVE!!!!! He is......

唐禹哲

Don't you all think that he's cute? He always like to have the "pretend that his very shy" face. But I really like it. Wahaa...

Now I totally stuck to youtube trying to watch all variety shows with him, when I'm suppose to rush my FYP report. But I just can't stop watching...

禹哲 is calling me back to watch the shows, so I have to stop here. Bye!!!

PS: I love his blog. People interested can click to read...

I cut my hair again! I know I'm already having a very short hairstyle now, so there's not much for me to cut. It looks the same just abit shorter.

It's just a moment of impluse. I always believe that whenever I'm having a problem, cutting my hair will be like cutting away all the troubles. I won't say I'm very troubled recently, it's just emotional problems I'm trying to fight within myself.

Just finished reading a book, "Tuesday with Morrie", I think it really inspire me. Not all the chapters, but definitely the chapters about regrets, emotions and forgiveness.

I'm learning to appreciate all the people around me more.
I'm trying to tell everyone around me that I love them all.
I'm learning to lend a listening ear to everyone. So do come to me if you have any problems, I'm all ready to help.
I'm trying to smile to every friends I know and let them know I really appreciate them as friends.

I don't want anymore awkward situations. I know I can change it, just that I was not trying hard enough.

Sometimes, I just feel that I'm a weakling. People always think that I'm strong, loud and fierce. And I'm trying very hard to maintain the cheerful side of myself. Trying hard to spread happiness to everyone around me.

So when somethings happen..

I'll either try to cover it by laughing it away or made myself angry over the whole thing. But I know the true me will be tearing.

Especially when it concerns you. Just when I thought everything was back to normal, I just can't help tearing again. I hate the feeling but there seems to be nothing I can do to stop it...